feeling damn bad

right now my heart feel really bad.. really damn bad..
why he acted like nothing will happen - yes nothing will happen just celebrate raya at his place..
don't he feel anything when i'm told him im sad??
or at least pity of my parents..
i don't hope he will changes his mind bcos we already bought a tickets,
but i just hope he will say something to comfort my heart..
not saying "nak sedih kenape"
i'm really sick of his words.. really!!
oo GOd.. please let him know how we feel..
please GOD..